Dissociation

"Dissociation"

Stop the hallucination

I'm not off drugs but the room is moving

Or is it me that is moving?

The truth has never been so

protruding

I'm trying to stop my mind from deluding

Itself, but from myself, I am eluding.

I'm running and my hands are shaky

What am I running from?

My previous 20/20 vision is rather flaky

Reality is more elusive than I thought myself to ever be,

It's getting harder to see as these hallucinations are fucking with me

Harder to eat

Harder to sleep

I rest upon my defeat

The drugs have won, they rule over me

Despite the fact I am now

Clean.